Thursday, August 14, 2008

Pictures from Noni.

Ok I was a complete crying fool on Tuesday. I was so emotional about so many things..but the main thing was my baby boy starting school the next day. To just be blunt..because I am...I felt like shit..I was mad...sad...felt robbed. My heart was breaking into a million pieces. Now when I get this way...its not good for anyone...I'm just horrible! I felt like if I did not get out of this house I was going to go bonkers. I had told Noni...before the break down..that I would call her..well I didn't call for an hour because I could not talk for crying so hard. When I could finally speak...I called her and all that would come out is AAHHHHHH!!!! She felt so bad for me! I told her we were going to the park and asked if she would come and get a few pics of me and Samuel. Being the good friend she is..of course! We get there and he just wants to play and so I let him run and have a ball. Noni got pics of us playing...I have not worked on them yet. Then we went into the grass and he was chasing squirrels and running around. She got some really great shots of us sitting by a tree. I will cherish these forever. It was the last day that I did not have to share him with the world and he was all mine............

This is the song I would sing to him when I was pregnant. I found out I was having a baby boy when I was 13 weeks along. After he was born..we would sit in the rocker and I would sing this song to help him fall asleep.

Godspeed...sweet dreams

"Godspeed (Sweet Dreams)"

Dragon tales and the "water is wide"
Pirate's sail and lost boys fly
Fish bite moonbeams every night
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

The rocket racer's all tuckered out
Superman's in pajamas on the couch
Goodnight moon, will find the mouse
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

God bless mommy and match box cars
God bless dad and thanks for the stars
God hears "Amen," wherever we are
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Godspeed
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

This is Noni..








1 comment:

Noni Bell said...

Sam, it was more than a pleasure for me to take pics of you (My sister) and my Sammy! I love that little guy SO much! I understand that it is really hard. I did it this year too. I am gonna have to get you to take pics of me and my kids......no one else will...lol....I love ya girl! Keep your head up the freedom is awesome!